musical solo music Condensation, unclosed windows Cutting out the rain but locking in the hell Contemplation on my pillow In that state of mind I've come to know so well Time will it matters not if I forget what she forgot it heals No more half-eaten meals Why she had to go away I'll never know She didn't say just cry But I stood there laughing As I drank the tears away music music But it didn't really hurt me when she wrote me she was happy I dug straight into my current high supply music And it didn't stop me smiling when she laid the suffering back Cause I hadn't any more tears left to cry music music music music music music music music music music music music Persuasion, self-inflicted Searching for a peace some call oblivion Buzzing like a bee afflicted Learning from a fight that's only just begun At the curtain yesterday I packed my thoughts and ran away to dream Peace of mind so it seemed Smoking till my throat was dry I tried to reach a natural high to sleep But I lay there screaming As I drank the tears away music