I fall asleep with my eyes wide open So I won't miss a thingOnly God knows that I am broken Only problem is we don't speakDon't let me down, ohMy mind is black but my dreams are golden Tell me what does it meanAre we lost to the lives we've chosen Born to die with no meaningThe longer it hides, it grows inside of meI am afraidThe darkness comes in waves, it's suffocating meI am afraidWill I find my purpose or the person I shouldn'tI am not who I think I amI'm imperfect, I'm trapped, I'm mostly A man who's prone to mistakeAfraid to feel love or feel too closely I'm scared to know that my heart might breakI am afraidThe darkness comes in waves, it's suffocating meI am afraidWill I find my purpose or the person I should beI built up walls to keep from feeling too closeBut now I'm terrified to face this on my ownWe're the externals and we'll seize the controlSo when the darkness comes, don't let me say you're aloneAre you afraidThe darkness comes in waves, it's suffocating meI am afraidWill I find my purpose or the person I shouldn't be