I'm so scared to fall in love, I always mess it upWon't let them leave me, so I do it fastI close my eyes, open up, and every timeJust my luck that I always end up hurtBut I feel scared to waterfall into a broken heartAgain, abandonmentYou will be the death of me, you make it hard to eat or sleepAfraid you're gonna make me be aloneAnd all my friendships burning down, the second that we build a houseYou lock me out with nowhere left to goYou make me question every relationship I haveAnd leave me with a scar over my heartNo matter how I medicate, none of it goes awaySo I can never tell why it's real or notYou, you, you make it hard for me to open up my broken heart againAbandonmentAbandonmentYou will be the death of me, you make it hard to eat or sleepAfraid you're gonna make me be aloneAnd all my friendships burning down, the second that we build a houseYou lock me out with nowhere left to goYou make it harder to open up my broken heart againAnd all my friendships burning down, the second that we build a houseI just wanna stayAnd shareNo matter what the circumstanceI hope that you abandon me, you're all that I want and all I needAnd I will never leave you aloneWhen everything is burning down, I promise you I'll be aroundEven if you don't know where to goEven if you don't, even if you don'tI won't let you go