I know it hurts, but this is my favorite way I know it's hard, but please just hear what I say If I could fly through a California night I'd end up back on 37th Street Cause I've been upstream Yes, I've been upstream I've been upstream That's where I've been always Riding in the mercy with my Flander with my Vans on Out in Brooklyn with Karen making these damn songs This is my vacation, this is my Cancun To my brothers who I love, I know I failed you Linked up with Amir to see what he been up to I praise God for the days that we been through Some days I face God, some days I see the devil too I was nervous, ain't know what I was getting into Dog, I seen growth Dog, I seen change Wasn't like the old days, it felt different, man My heart's skipping the game My thoughts drifting the game Can we get the band back together and be civil again? Empathy's a bitch, man Mix that bitch with some shame And some weed and champagne, you end up like me Trying to make everybody happy when I'm only there for me I'm searching for healing even when I'm asleep I'm searching for friends when I'm the one ending things But I can't be sad about it, it's the life that I lead You know, getting over you, it ain't been easy for me So now I'm working through the pain Getting *** up in between, like I know it hurts, but this is my favorite way It's been really hard to try to sit you down every time I know it's hard, but please just hear what I say Hiding inside Through a California night I end up back on 37th Street Hiding Upstreet That's where we always meet Hiding inside