I can't help but wonder why, I can never seem to get myself standing up straight I thought that I had more time, yet so hard to watch the clock ticking away When will I finally feel like everything will be alright? I don't know but it's okay, no time to worry anyway Sometimes I miss those dreamy days when I didn't care Now nothing's the same, no, I can't get lost out in the past But maybe to grow up I gotta go back to 19 I don't wanna waste my life, but I still gotta pay my rent and clean my house You tell me to just let loose, yeah I kinda wanna but I'm thinking bigger now Bigger now Sometimes I miss those dreamy days when I didn't care Now nothing's the same, no, I can't get lost out in the past But maybe to grow up I gotta go back to 19 To 19 To 19 To 19 When will I finally feel like everything will be alright? Maybe I will never know but I guess at least I have to try Sometimes I miss those dreamy days when I didn't care Now nothing's the same, no, I can't get lost out in the past But maybe to grow up I gotta go back to 19 To 19 To 19 To 19 To 19