Yeah, I know the person in the mirror's not a perfect one I look at him every day and think he's not enough My life's a book that I don't really like to open up I'm 26 but I feel like I live in chapter 1 I skim through it, I've been through it, they laugh at us You think it's funny? Yeah, laugh it up I always felt like no one listened to me, that's how I grew up Church is where I found God, but it's also where I learned to judge Yeah, I had to learn there's a difference between What you want and what you really need I've always been motivated by comments from people Telling me things they think I'll never be And then I'll be coming, this is my everything There's so much that goes on in my head that people will never see You'd probably be terrified of my memories Don't lecture me, let me be, let me see Let me breathe how they remember me Doesn't alter who I am as a person to take my energy Hard days, cold nights Staring down at an empty cup like I'ma fill, I'ma fill it up All day, all night Ten feet down, nearly my whole life But I'll be rising, rising up My fans may be who I am but they also deceive me I've been allowed to live life like I'm already grieving I'm at a table of lies but don't eat what they feed me My hoodie over my face so nobody can see me I'm on a plane about to fly again Looking out the window, take a moment to admire it Wondering how high it is, wonder where the timers went Then I shut the window and go back to feeling like I'm on my mind again Yeah, seems like we all trying to climb a ladder It's crazy what we'll do to climb it faster It's like we throw away the things in life that really matter Just so we can make it to the top and wonder what we're even climbing after I know the feeling of feeling like everything that you deal with will never change That's part of being a human Likes what you make of it, take it, embrace it and take it and savor it Ain't about what you did, it's what you became from it High days, cold nights Staring down at an empty cup like I'ma fill, I'ma fill it up All day, all night Ten feet down, nearly my whole life But I'll be rising, rising up Yeah, I know that we all want what we never had A good life doesn't seem so bad A good life doesn't seem so sad Yeah, we all want what we never had High days, cold nights Staring down at an empty cup like I'ma fill, I'ma fill it up All day, all night Ten feet down, nearly my whole life But I'll be rising, rising up Yeah, we all want what we never had A good life doesn't seem so bad A good life doesn't seem so sad Yeah, we all want what we never had High days, cold nights Staring down at an empty cup like I'ma fill, I'ma fill it up Yeah, I know I'm in denial But still I know, still I know I'll live my life for my Yeah, I'll walk this midnight while I rest Still I know, still I know, still I know