Vers1:
Story of my life,searching for the right-but it keeps avoiding me.
Sorrow in my soul 'cause it seems that wrong-really loves my company.
He's more than a man and this is more than love-the reason that the sky is blue.
The clouds are rolling in..because I'm gone again and to him,I just can't be true.

And I know that he knows that I'm unfaithful.
And it kills him inside,to know that I am happy with some other guy.
I can see him dying...

Refrain:
I don't wanna do this anymore,I don't wanna be the reason why.
Everytime I walk out the door,I see him die a little more inside.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore,I don't wanna take away his life.
I don't wanna be...a murderer.

Vers2:
I feel it in the air,as I'm doing my hair-preparing for another date.
A kiss up on my cheek,he's here reluctantly-asks if I'm gonna be out late.
I say I won't be long,just hanging with the girls-a lie I didn't have to tell.
Because we both know,where I'm about to go and we know it very well.

'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful.
And it kills him inside,to know that I am happy with some other guy.
I can see him dying...

1x Refrain:

Our love,his trust...
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head.
Get it over..I don't want to do this,anymore (anymore).

1x Refrain:

A murderer,no no no..yeah.