Cigarettes on the table Empty glass on the couch Headaches from day to day Nothing has changed, and every day's the same Some days I wanna live And others I wanna die I've tried but I can't help that I feel trapped in my own mind I feel like it's time The day I die will be The greatest night where I'm free I've tried to stay alive But I feel dead inside And you can't stop the actions that I speak No one knows who I am Cause rumors are where I stand People think they know me But damn, they don't, they They try but they can't The day I die will be The greatest night where I'm free I've tried to stay alive But I feel dead inside And you can't stop the actions that I speak