Since I was a small boy, I always knew how it feels to be abused, and what it means to give a heart to someone who never cared from the start. I built myself up every time I fell apart, wiping my canvas clean was the realist art. Till I saw you, I adore you, and each time I break a little more. From the first day I just knew that I would never forget you, so I wish with everything I had that I won't regret you. Always knew to guard my heart, but then I let you into my head, and now I wish I was dead. Since I was a small boy, I always knew how easily I grew, so my walls are made of stone, I sit inside them on my own, cause my insides are soft like dough, easily broken, and it's lonely being alone, but safer if I go outside, so please don't let me change my mind. From the first day I just knew that I would never forget you, so I wish with everything I had that I won't regret you. Always knew to guard my heart, but then I let you into my head, and now I wish I was dead. From the first day I just knew that I would never forget you, so I wish with everything I had that I won't regret you. Always knew to guard my heart, but then I let you into my head, and now I wish I was dead. I always told myself I would never be vulnerable again, you're like a perfect nightmare, holding me under an ocean of my dreams, and I'm scared. From the first day I just knew that I would never forget you, so I wish with everything I had that I won't regret you. Always knew to guard my heart, but then I let you into my head, and now I wish I was dead. From the first day I just knew that I would never forget you, so I wish with everything I had that I won't regret you. Always knew to guard my heart, but then I let you into my head, and now I wish I was dead. I wish I was dead.