I swallow all these pills with my pride Married to my highs, you made me kissed a bride Trouble in my brain, see it in my eyes I got voices in my head, they keep me up at night Said I was okay but I'm lying, feel like that I'm dying Soul screaming, crying, feel my brain frying Tried to numb the pain, all the drugs I've been buying This oxy getting pricey, pour the codeine in the high seat Blood red, bleeding in the high seat I've been doing so much wrong, even though ma told me to do the right thing Popping pills all night long, in the studio pouring out my feelings Can't explain this feeling Kinda feels like I'm losing, even though I'm winning Drain out bad energy Forget the bad memories Multi-million dollars All mine from the start Codeine kills the drama And the trauma in my heart Just got a call from the dark side Stab wounds in my chest but I'm alright I miss my friends, I hate the spotlight I love my girl, I hate the thot life Yellow diamonds, shiny pearls I'm trying to give her the world I'm trying to show her the world She ain't no ordinary girl I know she know, I know she know I'm down and out Life is a ocean, demons I've been drowning out I watch the crowd, they crack a smile I have a job to lead them out Drain out bad energy Forget the bad memories All mine from the start Codeine kills the drama And the trauma in my heart Just got a call from the dark side Stab wounds in my chest but I'm alright I miss my friends, I hate the spotlight I love my girl, I hate the spotlight I love my girl, I hate the spotlight