I know you so well, so well I'm looking for you I'll be waiting I know you so well, so well I'm trapped in my mind, girl Just holding on I don't wanna pretend there's something going on I've been stuck thinking about her again I'm in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain I've been trippin' but some things can't change Switched all the same time, I'm tamed Put you this in bed, get a phone call Girl that you * with, kill her so That was this summer and nobody helped And ever since then, man, I hate myself Wanna * end it, pessimistic I don't wanna see me with no pot to piss in But niggas been inside it by the grave, I'm digging Have a conversation about my haste decisions * sickening At the same time, memories surfaced Through the grapevine by my uncle Playing with a slipknot Pussies mad at stress, got me * up Been * up since the couple months They had a nigga locked up I'll be feeling pain, I'll be feeling pain just over I don't feel the same, I'm so numb I'll be feeling pain, I'll be feeling pain just over I don't feel the same, I'm so numb I don't feel the same, I'm so numb