I'm sitting on my bed and I'm lost in my training for a party
Feeling numb and I can't really feel it
Oh, the feeling of being alive, it's all gone
I can't really do this * no more
Put up a front to tell people I'm fine
But the pain of my soul is trapped inside
I'm trying to find a sweet release
Music is a place where I can really be
Yeah, I'm looking out the window and I see the clouds glistening
Listening to the sun as she's saying
Get up and running to never ever look back
As the past is littered with wax that is dripping
Right from the candle you handle
And it's a fact that we all are product of the acts as it was
So now I'm busy daydreaming
Looking up at the time
I might stumble for a little, maybe miss on the rhyme
But I'ma practice some resilience
I ain't stopping at a sign
I ain't stepping on a mine
I'm just getting what is mine
I might run into the fire
But I'm coming out just fine
I'ma drown out all the doubters
And the devils in the times
Cause I do this for myself until the day that I die
And now I'm taking the candle and pouring wax on the record
And I'ma stamp out my initials like I'm writing a letter
And it's plated with titanium and covered with leather
Because I want it to withstand even the change of the weather
Uh
Alone, my home, my hideaway
Good times, bad times, the stride, the wave
The light, the fight, this is my day
In my own way, in my own way
I'm sitting on my bed and I'm lost in my train of thought
Body feeling numb and I can't really feel it
All the feeling of being alive, it's all gone
I can't really do this * no more
Pull up a front to tell people I'm fine
But the pain of my soul is trapped inside me
I'm trying to find a street light, I'm trying to find a street light
Can you bleeding?
Is this being music?
Is this it a place where I can really be?
Me
I'm not a real person, not at all




Have VITO
You everything's at risk
Remember this
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