I'm deep and I'm still can't get past all the sadness and the crumbs. I left. Help me, I'm scared. Cause the one thing on my mind is for me to disappear. So, mama, when I die, please hold in your cry. Just know that when I'm gone, I'll always be right by your side. And lover, when I leave, I know that we don't speak. I'm sorry that I failed you, but you meant the world to me. I lost my sight. I still can't see all the places where there might be light. I used to stare at the mirror. Now I don't. Cause when I do, I see a ghost. It's not my fault that you feel like I'm so self-centered. I'm trying to be better, but I feel under the weather. So, mama, when I die, please hold in your cry. Just know that when I'm gone, I'll always be right by your side. And lover, when I leave, I know that we don't speak. I'm sorry that I failed you. You deserve better than me. So, mama, when I die, please hold in your cry. And lover, when I leave, I know that we don't speak. I'm trying to be better, but I feel under the weather. So, mama, when I die, please hold in your cry.