Say I didn't love you, you know I loved you, did you forget? Did you forget to mention, all the things I did for your times, I made a trip, cuz I knew you hate the distance, baby it's alright, go ahead and take your time, but you gotta make your mind, make your mind up, girl it's on you, tell me what you wanna do, tell me no, tell me son, tell me it's a, someone, see you claim a, prime toe, must know something, I don't, I, can't keep explaining myself, feels like I'm draining myself, I guess there's no one to blame but myself, got a big handicuffed, I'll drink it with help, been tainting myself, I'm ashamed of myself, I've been praying for myself like you used to, embracing myself like you do too, I know things are different, your name is different and that's strange as it is, I'm okay with this and I can't say it different, never even met him, can't hate the, though I hate the feeling, I gotta, although I hate the feeling, I gotta face the feeling, I gotta feel that, read the feeling, kill that, the only way to heal that, you know, they won't hear, talk that, ass chill as this, it's real as this, I'm feeling like I still got this, I'll give you more soon until that's it I'll give you more soon until that's it