I woke up this morning and my vitals were low My eyes were red from crying, I was up until 4 Turned up the sound and silence, lying dead on the floor It's just the way that I am, I'm a mess and it's literal I got a hole in my heart and I fill it with chemicals So I drove to my cousin's, I was feeling like shit Until I walked through the door and then my energy flipped Another day in paradise, I'm high with my friends It's what I did last night, I think I'll do it again It's just the way that I am, I'm a freak and it's literal I got a hole in my heart and I fill it with chemicals It's just the way that I am, not trying to be difficult I got a crush on you and it's not just physical Can you handle my love? Then take a chance with my love Say, can you handle my love? Then close your eyes, roll the dice Take a chance with my, chance with my love All the possibilities keep me feeling kind of free Then my insecurities keep me down on my knees Like I can't believe I need health release Gotta feed my soul, gotta spread my wings I make mistakes but I still own up I may be late but I still show up If you can't relate then you're too grown up Life is the bomb and it might blow up It's just the way that I am, I'm alive and it's bittersweet I got a hole in my heart and I fill it with everything And anything It's just the way that I am, not trying to be difficult I got a crush on you and it's not just physical So can you handle my love? Then take a chance with my love Say, can you handle my love? Then close your eyes, roll the dice Take a chance with my, chance with my love My dream plane lands and I open my eyes The sun is up already and my head is on fire I guess you must like me cause you're still by my side I haven't slept in days and I still feel so alive Feel so alive, feel so alive Feel so alive, feel so alive So can you handle my love? Then take a chance with my love Can you handle my love? Then close your eyes, roll the dice Take a chance with my, chance with my love Take a chance with my love Take a chance with my love Chance with my love My love Take a chance with my *