Sexy apologies, done being sorry for wanting the things that I want I broke my back carrying baggage for strangers who only ever did me wrong Was it more to please him when I was just pleasing? Look good on my knees, sucks you're never gonna get me back again When I got healthy, did that make you hate me? And now I'm never losing sleep, I'm over it This is how I learn to say no Take your pretty words and go joke People touch you, say they're gonna get better I hold my breath, I can't hold it forever This is how I learn to say no All of the butterflies turn into vicious lies I'd rather be on my own Tired of people being sad Told my mom to leave my dad Sometimes you just gotta go Was it more to please him when I was just pleasing? Look good on my knees, sucks you're never gonna get me back again When I got healthy, did that make you hate me? And now I'm never losing sleep, I'm over it This is how I learn to say no Take your pretty words and go joke People touch you, say they're gonna get better I hold my breath, I can't hold it forever This is how I learn to say no Ah-ah-ah-ah