And you know it's always right to stay awake Oh, but darlin' runnin' ain't enough to escape from the monsters in my brain People say I'm quiet most of the time But if only you knew what goes on in my life Oh, if only you knew, if only you knew what goes on in my life Oh, if only you knew, if only you knew Till in the morning I'm lying awake It starts in my brain, think I'm out of play I'm replaying gumball to keep him away Deep in the silence, paying the fine What an anomaly what is around me People say I'm quiet most of the time But if only you knew what goes on in my life Oh, if only you knew, if only you knew what goes on in my life Oh, if only you knew, if only you knew what goes on in my, what goes on in my, what goes on in my mind