Clouds over sunlight, rain when the sky is blue Comfortable colder nights, safer inside of my room They think that they see me but they don't Seven billion people but I'm alone By me, fighting with something I can't see Living feels more like surviving, heaven so close But I can't reach, why me? Tired when I wake up, exhausted until I'm dead Half empty red cup, it all feels like play pretend They think that they see me but they don't Seven billion people but I'm alone By me, fighting with something I can't see Living feels more like surviving, heaven so close But I can't reach, why me? Why me? God fucked me up when he made me Living feels more like I'm dying, heaven so close But I can't reach, why me? Why me?