Those things you did, I didn't recognize How much they hurt me On me I blamed it, I would apologize Was I being so difficult, for complaining For the pain, I was dealing with For catching you in different lines But you and I, cold faced it But you find a way to make it better But as much as I refuse My heart is still asking, do you Mean it, when you're saying my name I'm in the oddest, bullshit You're making me feel what you say Do you mean it, when you're saying my name I'm in the oddest, bullshit What you to do, what you say Inside, I'd fight for you, I would ride for you, I will In them times you ain't do me right, I was right here Showing you what the worth, being loyal is But we were always in a fighting But the truth is I was only trying, to make it right Even though I might have been wrong, in the ways that I Didn't keep it private, responding in the best way I knew When you know that I better stay down, my nigga been down it But as much as I refuse My heart is still asking, do you Mean it, when you're saying my name I'm in the oddest, bullshit You're making me feel what you say Do you mean it, when you're saying my name I'm in the oddest, bullshit What you to do, what you say I was only trying to live my life With only you to rather let outside Influence, that fame and all this shit, shit to ruin us Yeah, yeah