Yeah, look, I just shed tears, homie, now I ain't too proud to admit it To see my father for the first time in a minute And when I say a minute, I mean years, man Damn, a whale could've swam in them tears, fam Cause as I left him, I reflected on my younger days When it was just me and my brother and my mother played father Cause no other man bothered, not even my biological It never seemed logical, but I accepted it cause I ain't know no better Though I was brighter than a Pono sweater No pops was like Martin with no Coretta So many things you could've told me That saved me the trouble of letting my mistakes show me I feel like you barely know me And that's a shame cause our last name is the same That blood type flowing through our veins is the same My mama left you and maybe your anger's to blame But that's no excuse, only you and God know the truth On why you only called monthly, barely ever saw me Spent some summers with you and played with my cousin, Bari Maybe I should be telling you, fuck you cause you selfish But I want a father so bad, I can't help but break down I break down Can't help but break down I break down Yeah, I never thought I'd see my mama on that shit, man It's fucking with her body, now she's sick, damn I wanted a big house with a white picket fence in the pool Who would've ever thought that it would come to this, man Quicksand is what this life feel like That shit these rappers kick is nothing like real life You made a milli off of serving hard white, yeah right My mama tell you what addicted to that pipe feel like Stupid niggas, ain't heard of cops been shooting niggas I swear to God, wish I could bulletproof my niggas Can't get no jobs but they still recruiting niggas We tryna stand tall when they get too crucial, niggas Break down We break down We break down We break down We break down Yeah He's serving time lockdown And she don't want nobody to know His daughter 25 pounds By the time he get out, she gon' be fucked Now will this girl stay down? Ain't no doubt she love him, yeah that's for sure But temptation stays round And if she straight, how could he ever know? Never know, but so, she goes To the club on the weekend, a little freaking But them niggas holler but she never speaking But tonight I see the devil creeping Cause she been lonely, she ain't felt the man in seven seasons Damn, she do the best that she can Her mom been telling her to find another man She college educated with her felon boyfriend That's what she thinking tonight, maybe she's right But please, stay down mama Gotta be strong, don't break down mama Please, stay down mama Gotta be strong, don't break down mama Don't break down Yeah, don't break down Don't break down Don't break down Bring the break down Don't break down Don't break down Don't break down Don't break down Don't break down