I am longing to be free from longing
Hounded by questions, I'm afraid to fail
Hesitation, afraid to be at the screen
I'm sorry to disappoint you, but you still love me
And I am longing to be free from longing

Steal you baby, don't disown me
I once was a *, not a man
And I've tried the best I can
But this is not who I am
Born to failure
Fighting for forgiveness
I surrender
In a war that's pointless
Vain indignity
Losing lives from my past
Ruled society
To lay with me an outcome
I'm sorry to disappoint you
But you still love me
And I won't steal your baby
Don't disown me
I once was a *, not a man
And I've tried the best I can
But this is not who I am
I'm free
I'm free
It's not my fault
This is just who I am
Born to fail
We can't hide who we are
Vain indignity
To lay with me an outcome
I've been through it all




And I'm longing to be free from longing
Steal you baby, don't disown me
I once was a *, not a man

But you still love me
And I'll never steal your baby
Don't disown me
I once was a *, not a man




Was another man
And I tried the best I can
But this is not who I am
I'm sorry to disappoint you
You still love me
And I am still your baby
Don't disown me
And what was the past
Another man
And I tried the best I can
But this is not who I am