I ain't seen my mama in a little bit over a year
And even when I see her, I know she knows that it isn't me here
'Cause I'm always in the clouds, somewhere up in space
I just hope that I could hug her before it gets way too late, late
My friends just looking for a call, they wanna say hi
They wonder if the person they knew's still inside
Seems so simple, it's really so hard
Ooh, I don't think I'm okay
Ooh, I don't think I'm okay, 'kay
It feels so good to say
I, I don't think I'm okay
And that's okay
Time is moving faster, it isn't slowing down
I miss being a kid
I miss the way the thunder sounds, sounds
Ooh, maybe it's my dream that killed my self esteem
Got so good at being someone else
Maybe I lost myself
In the search of your a*eptance
But when they're looking for a call, they wanna say hi
They wonder if the person they knew's still inside
Seems so simple, it's really so hard
But I don't want nobody to see my ugly heart
To see my ugly scars
Ooh, I don't think I'm okay
Ooh, I don't think I'm okay, 'kay
It feels so good to say
I, I don't think I'm okay
And that's okay