We stayed up drinking the Japanese whiskey That your father brought home from Tokyo You said that I can't go home till it's empty But my, my lips are dry I don't like the taste but I like how it sounds So I stayed there and wasted our time I tried to act like a man but I felt like a child Seems like the closer I hold you the colder it feels But we only fall in love with things that ain't really real I want it to be what you want it in me But if I'm being honest I can't You don't keep lists of your hits or your misses But I carve my kisses in the stone I keep my past behind glass but you don't wanna know Seems like the closer I hold you the colder it feels But we only fall in love with things that ain't really real I want it to be what you want it from me But if I'm being honest I can't I close my eyes and swallow your big words, oh I can't decide if I like it or just can't let go I close my eyes and swallow your big words, oh I can't decide if I like it or just can't let go I can't decide if I like it or just can't let go