I live every day in a world where I did everything different
When you cried in the car and instead I really listened
All those times I felt love and I just fuckin' admit it
Give you the whole of my heart, the same that you were givin'
And when I moved overseas and you said you'd wait for us
I really gave it a chance and I ran away from love
A world where I'm not scared every morning just waking up
Now I make it up
There's a place inside my mind I make believe
Where the story doesn't end in tragedy
Now the only way I feel you close to me
Is to hide inside a ghost reality
Picture the night we first met but we never left that garden
I walked you home instead of leaving you outside my apartment
I wasn't selfish and just appreciated your patience
A world where I signed the deal without my ego inflating
I see a life you invite, your kids won't pick a fence
Not me alone in my room, punishing myself instead
Cause I can face the fact this is how the real story ends
So I just pretend
There's a place inside my mind I make believe
Where the story doesn't end in tragedy
Now the only way I feel you close to me
Is to hide inside a ghost reality
Picture the night we first met but we never left that garden
I walked you home instead of leaving you outside my apartment
I wasn't selfish and just appreciated your patience
A world where I signed the deal without my ego inflating
I see a life you invite, your kids won't pick a fence
Not me alone in my room, punishing myself instead
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