What do I do to ignore them behind me, do I follow my instincts blindly, do I hide my pride from these bad dreams and give in to sad thoughts and a mad thing, do I sit here and try to stand it, or do I try to catch them red handed, do I trust some and get fooled by loneliness, or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness, because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin, I make the right moves but I'm lost within, I put on my daily facade but then, I just end up getting hurt again by myself, myself, that's why, myself, that's why, myself, that's why, myself, that's why, myself, that's why, myself, that's why, myself, I can't hold on, do what I want when I'm stretched so thin, it's all too much to take in, I can't hold on, when they're watching everything spin, with thoughts of failure sticking in, I turn my back, I'm senseless, and they go blindly, seem defenseless, if I hide my pride and let it all go on, then they'll take from me till everything is gone, if I let them go, I'll be outrun, but if I try to catch them, I'll be outdone, if I'm killed by the questions like a cancer, then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer, by myself, myself, I can't hold on, do what I want when I'm stretched so thin, it's all too much to take in, I can't hold on, when they're watching everything spin, with thoughts of failure sticking in, I've lost so much, I'm so afraid, I'm out of touch, how you suspect, I will know what to do, when all I know, is what you tell me to, don't you, can't tell you how to make it, what I do, what I hurt, I can't seem to convince myself, to be honest, don't you, can't tell you how to make it, what I do, what I hurt, I can't seem to convince myself, I can't hold on, do what I want when I'm stretched so thin, it's all too much to take in, I can't hold on, do what I want when I'm stretched so thin, it's all too much to take in, I can't hold on, when they're watching everything spin, with thoughts of failure sticking in,