I didn't wanna have to break it up But you got my back up against the wall I could take it back, but it's all my fault And all I know is I'ma make it worse I burn it down and I burn it up I never wanna have to take a loss Only wanted to take my soul But you left it with me in the name of love Run away from home again I'm carving these notes into bloody arms Alone with my soul in pain Run away from your loving arms Why am I so afraid? I don't care, I'm not coming home Why am I crying if this is what I wanted all along? You don't want it, you don't want it They take advantage of the lonely ones I'm washing my hands in this bloody water I miss the way that I thought it was You and me against the world And now the whole world is just against me Yeah, and you take it all, man, take it all You don't wanna have to lose it all But I would rather lose it anyway I swear I knew I'd lose it anyway I use your picture as a band-aid To cover every single hurt and place And I don't think that I could take it all I really wish that I could take it all It's so cold Run away from home again I'm carving these notes into bloody arms Alone with my soul in pain Run away from your loving arms Why am I so afraid? I don't care, I'm not coming home Why am I crying if this is what I wanted all along? I don't even know where I'm going But I'm going that fast My actions only matter in the present I don't care about the past And I don't got the answers to your questions So can you please stop asking me? Stop asking me Why am I so afraid of you? Your stare makes me so uncomfortable Cause I see myself in your eyes Your eyes Run away from home again I've tried So many lives that I've died in Why am I so indecisive?