You said you were sober So I let you come over But your words pulled me closer But your words f***ed me over I kept on denying So you kept on trying You went too far, but closer Too far, f***ed me over I could just lie and say it's okay When I wanna rip all the doors off this place Set it on fire and just walk away So I can't feel anything else but this way I let you in when I needed space You crossed the line when I pushed you away How could you? How could you? I more than regret you You've convinced yourself I let you But a version of me never met you Never let you in my bed Blinds and crooked blinds And cheap red wine stains But then suicide did change my mind And keep me afraid You want me to lie and say it's okay When I wanna rip all the doors off this place Set it on fire and just walk away So I can't feel anything else but this way I let you in when I needed space You crossed the line when I pushed you away How could you? How could you? I once loved a liar Cause he knew my name Rewrite the story And make me to blame How could you?