I've been sitting here, trying to find myself I get behind myself, I need to rewind myself
Looking for the payback, listen for the playback They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one, and yet I'm last in line I watch my youngest son, and it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills, it helps to ease the pain I made a couple dollar bills, but still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name, they say it way out loud A lot of folks * with me, it's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay, to be some big shot like I am I'm in stretch stands and one night stands, still I can't find love
And when you walk on top and down, I will always be around
And when you walk on top and down, I will always be around
People don't know about the things I say and do They don't understand about the * that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all the things I miss Somehow I know there's more to life than this
I've said it too many times, and I still stand firm You get what you put in, and people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine, no I ain't seen mine I've been giving, I just ain't been getting I've been walking that dead line
So I think I'll keep walking with my head held high I'll keep moving on, and only God knows why
Only God, only God Only God knows why
Only God knows why Only God knows why
Take me to the river Take me to the river
Take me to the river