You were once my one companion, you were all that mattered. You were once a friend and father, when my world was shattered. Wishing you were somehow here again, wishing you were somehow mine. Sometimes it seemed, if I just dreamed, somehow you would be here. Wishing I could hear your voice again, knowing that I'd never leave. Dreaming of you won't help me to do all that you dreamed and thought. The cinders and sculptured angels and monument. Sing for you the wrong companions. You were warm and gentle. Too many years fighting back tears. Why can't the past just die? Wishing you were somehow here again, knowing we must say goodbye. Why to forgive? Teach me to live. Give me the strength to try. No more memories, no more silent tears. No more bees in the grass, no grazed dead ears. Help me say goodbye. Thank you for watching!