this is the first day of my last days i built it up now i take it apart climbed up real high now fall down
real far.
no need for me to stay the last thing left i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more *** up i could do wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you i'm the one without a soul i'm the one with this big *** hole
no new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist ***
don't think you're having all the fun
you know me i hate everyone wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to