I wonder how I got by this week, I only touched you once Lately I can't find the beat, I just feel the rush Started with a little bit, now I don't know how to quit Always feeling inadequate, same way that my daddy did Mama told me not to try, I should've taken her advice Now I'm all twisted, when it's all gone I miss it I'll try just to do something, I'll try cause I got nothing That's what gets me through the day, till I find another way I'll try just to do something, I'll try cause I got nothing Even if I lose again, I won't quit I wonder how I got by this week, I only touched you once Lately I can't find the beat, I just feel the rush And now I need you to feel alive, I need you to see the point I need you to feel alive, I need you to feel employed My insecurities are, my own worst enemy Something's not letting me, move the way I used to Thought you could better me but, then you stopped letting me walk Now you're just setting me up, so I'm trying to lose you I'll try just to do something, I'll try cause I got nothing That's what gets me through the day, till I find another way I'll try just to do something, I'll try cause I got nothing Even if I lose again, I won't quit I wonder how I got by this week, I only touched you once Lately I can't find the beat, I just feel the rush And now I need you to feel alive, I need you to see the point I need you to feel alive, I need you to feel employed I need you to feel employed I need you to feel employed You'll paralyze me every time I try to find some paradise You got to feel employed And now I'm paranoid You'll paralyze me every time I try to find some paradise I got to feel employed And now I'm paranoid