I feel so numb, staring at the shower wall It's begun, the feeling that the end has come And now the water's cold I tried to eat today, but the lump in my throat got in the way In this time, I've lost all sense of pride I've called a hundred times, if I hear your voice I'll be fine And I, I can't come alive I want the room to take me under Cause I can't help but wonder What if I, had one more night for goodbye If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep These four walls and me I lay in bed, can't seem to leave your side Your pillow's wet, from all these tears I've cried I won't say goodbye I tried to smile today, then I realized there's no point in anyway In this time, I've lost all sense of pride I've called a thousand times, if I hear your voice I'll be fine And I, I can't come alive I want the room to take me under Cause I can't help but wonder What if I, had one more night for goodbye If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep These four walls and me I lay in bed, can't seem to leave your side And I, I can't come alive I want the room to take me under Cause I can't help but wonder What if I, had one more night for goodbye If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep I wonder what if I, had one more night for goodbye If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep These four walls and me