All I can ever be to you is the darkness that we know And this regret I got accustomed to Once we walked the ride, when we were at our height Waiting for you in the hotel at night I knew I had him at my match, but every moment we could snatch I don't know why I got so attached It's my responsibility, and you don't own nothing to me I had to walk away, I have no progress or taste He walks away, the sun goes down He takes the day, but I'm grown And in your way, in this blue shade My tears dry on their own I don't understand, why do I stress the man When there's so many bigger things at hand But I never had it all, we had to hit a wall So this is inevitable withdrawal Even if I stop wanting you, and perspective pushes through I'll be some next man's other woman, so I cannot blame myself again, I should just be my own best friend Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men He walks away, the sun goes down He takes the day, but I'm grown And in your way, in this blue shade My tears dry on their own So we are history, the shadow comes The sky looks both ways He walks away, the sun goes down He takes the day, but I'm grown And in your way, in this blue shade My tears dry on their own I wish I could say no regrets, no most or no dead Cause that's a kiss goodbye, the sun sets So we are history, the shadow comes The sky looks both ways, lonely lovers see He walks away, the sun goes down He takes the day, but I'm grown And in your way, my blue shade My tears dry on their own He walks away, the sun goes down He takes the day, but I'm grown And in your way, my deep shade My tears dry on their own The sun goes down, he takes the day But I'm grown, and in your way My deep shade, my tears dry