I wish I could be normal, but what does that even mean? I wish I could be smaller, taller, and everything in between I wish I could be patient, cause they say that it's a virtue But I just want a quick fix, trade me in for someone new Cause it all seems perfect in my dreams But when I wake up, I'm still me Does anybody have it all? Can anybody set me free? When my bed night falls, I turn myself on me It hits me like a drop of rain, clouding everything I see But if I'm being honest, all I ever wanted Is something I could never be Back when I was younger, doubt knocked at my door Asked me if I'm worthy, and filled my head with words Why shouldn't I be stronger, and that boy shouldn't cry If beauty's for beholders, could you lend me your eyes? Cause it all seems perfect in my dreams But when I wake up, I'm still me Does anybody have it all? Can anybody set me free? When my bed night falls, I turn myself on me It hits me like a drop of rain, clouding everything I see But if I'm being honest, all I ever wanted Is to be okay, not being okay Maybe it's right to go the wrong way Imperfection is just perception Cause no one really has it all, nobody can set me free When the bed night falls, I will turn on me Set a fire to the dark, lighting up the true love heart Finally I'm wanting, there's no love in wanting Something I could never be Something I could never be Something I could never be Something I could never be