I'm packed and I'm holdin', I'm smilin', she livin', she gold and she lives for me Says she lives from elevation, her own motivation, she comes around and she goes down on me And I make you smile like a drug for you, do whatever what you wanna do, comin' over you Keep on smilin' what we go through, one stop to the rhythm that divides you And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse, drop another line like a coder with the curse Comin' like a freak show, takes the stage, we givin' the game she plays You say, I want something else to get me through this, send me some kind of life Baby, baby, I want something else, I'm not listenin' when you say goodbye Do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do The sky was gold, it was rose, I was takin' tips of it to my nose Ain't no wish I could get back there, some place back there Smilin' in the pictures you would take, doin' crystal meth, I'll lift you up until you break It won't stop, I won't come down, I keep stoppin' with the tick-tock rhythm I bump for the drop and then I bumped up, I took the hit that I was givin' Then I bumped again, then I bumped again You said, how do I get back there to the place where I fell asleep inside you? How do I get myself back to the place where you said I want something else to get me through this, send me some kind of life Baby, baby, I want something else, I'm not listenin' when you say goodbye I believe in the sand beneath my toes, the beat gives a feeling, an earthy feeling I believe in the faith that grows, and the bull I know can make me cry When I'm with you, I feel like I could die, and that would be alright, alright And when the breaking missed, you said she was crossin' But there'll be a glimpse in the sea, we drift off the earth to feel alive And now I'm strugglin' to survive those days you were wearin' that velvet dress You're the priestess, I must confess, those little words that you say pass the test My tongue around the belly, face down on the mattress One, and you hold me, and we are broken Steal it, stomp it, I wanna feel just a little now Feel myself, heavy on the ground, I'm scared, I'm not comin' down Now I know, and I won't run from my life She's got the trust now locked down in her smile But nothin' is alright, alright And I want somethin' else to get me through this life, baby I want somethin' else, not listenin' when you say goodbye Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye Do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do This life was cold, it was mud, I was diggin' deep, something in my nose And I wish I could get back there, some place back there You know, baby, here's the start Do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do