It's nice to hear your voice again I pushed you so far down and I let you sink through the drain There's a claw on my shoulder and she's saying the obvious You know eventually you're gonna have to be a provider too She's coming closer, I can feel her breathe I keep forgetting that I'll have your family If I listen in with my hands sculpting on my knees I can hear the single obnoxious sigh of relief I'm more to be somebody than somebody comes for me I'll tell you about the rabbit moon and when to keep walking I'll spare your pain, I can feel my shame coming through that door I can't fuck it up if it's not there at all I'm more to be somebody than somebody comes for me I'll show you where I did swim team and drive to Dunwoody I'll spare your pain, I can feel my shame coming to the floor I can't fuck it up if it's not there at all I can't fuck it up if it's not there at all