I never wanted to be like this I never wanted to feel anything I never asked for anyone to penetrate my heart You were the one that made me like this And now I no longer have a reckoning I feel defeated from the feeling I've been torn apart You were a part of me, you've taken everything I see the future and it's crumbling right in front of me You were a part of me, you've taken everything And now I live with a lie I never wanted to feel hopeless But now I'm terrified of everything I'm finding comfort as I run away into the dark I walk around just feeling lifeless I fantasize destroying everything Hoping that the deconstruction can repair my heart You were a part of me, you've taken everything I see the future and it's crumbling right in front of me You were a part of me, you've taken everything And now I live with a lie I never wanted to be like this I never wanted to feel anything I never asked for anyone to penetrate my heart You were the one that made me like this And now I no longer have a reckoning I feel defeated from the feeling I've been torn apart You were a part of me, you've taken everything I see the future and it's crumbling right in front of me You were a part of me, you've taken everything And now I live with a lie You were a part of me, you've taken everything I see the future and it's crumbling right in front of me You were a part of me, you've taken everything And now I live with a lie You were a part of me, you've taken everything I see the future and it's crumbling right in front of me