Older brother, did I let you down? I tried to follow you The best that I knew how Now help me off the ground Did I cross the line? Did I fuck something up again? I wouldn't be surprised I won't ask that again Older bodies, shadows in disguise I was in love with that idea Of turning off my eyes And living in my mind Did I cross the line? Did I fuck something up again? I wouldn't be surprised I won't ask that again Did I run in and hide? Did I love this at all? Who in the world knew the answer? Older brother, did I let you down? Burning all my hands in silence Out of darkness into beauty