No matter how many times I break I put myself back together every. Damn. Time. I just feel I never get it right. Even when I try I say what's wrong with you. Beating on myself like I was wrong with you. Hey. It's fucked up at home. I'm all on my own. Overthinking always in my head. Hate being alone. There's nowhere to run. So I pretend that I'm all good instead. Yeah I make it look easy. Yeah I make it look easy. But there's so much I'm needing. I just make it look easy. I throw myself at work like yeah I've got myself a bright light. Cause it won't hurt if I lie. So I try to find something to control. They don't know all the bullshit that I've been through. They don't know. Baby wipe your tears. You gotta put on a good show. Facing all my fears. I don't wanna feel. Please don't make me feel. Way too much for me. Look at me I'm bleeding out. I'm crying out. So much now. Make it look easy. If you could do the things I do with no complaining. If you could walk in my shoes on a day to day. I don't look like what I've been through. No baby. Make it look easy. I just wanna be pretty. Wanna be pretty pretty. I wanna be a pretty girl. I just wanna feel whole. Come feel hope a whole completed. I wanna be a pretty girl. It should be easy. I just wanna be pretty. Wanna be pretty pretty. I wanna be a pretty girl. I just wanna feel whole. Come feel hope a whole completed. I wanna be a pretty girl. Easy. Easy. Yeah, I make it look easy. I just make it look easy. Yeah, I make it look easy. Yeah, I make it look easy. Yeah, I make it look easy. I just make it look easy. I just make it look easy. I just make it look easy.