I'm just realizing I, I know the thing is the way I, I, I must have had my chance on my, on my i feel like i'm in hell but i feel like i'm in hell but i feel like i'm in hell but i feel like i'm in hell listen to me i receive my lord listen to me i leave this all in my mind on me i lose control i won't fall like the others i won't fall like the others i won't fall like the others i put my head to the brake i'm on my general greed everyone puts me down i put my heart on my sleeve that bitch was keeping me down i had to get up and leave i've been chasing myself for the love of my dream i've been cynical but it's always what i find focus on my neck yo *** it, you're a mad job i get what i ask for i live what i pay for focus on my neck yo *** it, you're a mad job i get what i ask for i live what i pay for you decide to live your life live it all the time you decide when it's time to run live it all the time you decide to live your life live it all the time you decide when it's time to run live it all the time i just realized that i i know the feeling's a lie i want all of my *** on my arm but i feel like a mad man but i feel like a mad man but i feel like a mad man but i feel like a mad man