It's black and white but you're still painting the art Sat by your window when you gaze at the stars All those days of regret still ain't changing the parts Hand on your chest, I feel your heart race like a car You said nobody else you met has really gave you a spark Tryna make it as a star, and it's making it hard I ain't never been no player but I'm playing my cards Like, little fine waste, sweeter than the wine tastes Less Cardi, more Lauren, that's the mind frame You didn't care about the time until the time came And didn't realize the signs, now it's too late You see the night sky turn into a blue one And see a happy day turn into a new one You see a good girl turn into the opposite It's easy when you get them, but it's harder when you lose one, I swear Those lonely nights got me afraid of the dark And through my pain, I'm wishing it would depart Cause in my heart, from the start, been broken And there's no more leaves and no autumn anymore Not anymore, nah When it rains, it pours I felt the force of closing doors How did I fall so hard? I know the growth is well upon us, so I wrote these bars I hope you think about me, cause I think about you too And you caught me in my feelings, deeper meaning in this tune I haven't texted you back Do you wonder what I'm doing with my time? In between the long reply, true say love is hard to find But I'm pretty sure I found it Feet firmly planted as we chill in our apartment Hate the days that we're apart Forget the pain of past Cause without you, girl, it's clear to see my happiness is half So why is the agenda when in France? Take a step, girl, I'm sure I'm worth the chance And I'm sure I'm worth the risk I'll show you more than late nights and parties doing lines So why you *** with the kids? This is a new level No time for doing keys when my time is made for peas Why you think I copped a new bed? Those lonely nights got me afraid of the dark and through my pain I'm wishing it would depart cause in my heart from the start been broken And there's no more leaves in the autumn anymore Not anymore, nah When it rains, it pours I felt the force of closing doors *