I don't dream anymore, I don't smoke anymore, I don't even have a story anymore. I am alone without you, I am helpless without you. I am like an orphan in a dormitory. I don't want to live my life anymore. My life stops when you leave. I don't have a life anymore and even my bed turns into a watchtower. When you leave, I am sick, completely sick. Like when my mother went out at night and left me alone with my despair. I am sick, perfectly sick. You arrive, we never know when. You leave, we never know where. And it will soon be two years that you don't care. Like a rock, like a sin, I am attached to you. I am tired, I am exhausted of pretending to be happy when they are there. I drink every night, but all the whiskeys for me have the same taste. And all the boats carry your flag. I don't know where to go anymore. You are everywhere, I am sick, completely sick. I pour my blood into your body and I am like a dead bird. When you sleep, I am sick, perfectly sick. You deprived me of all my songs. You emptied me of all my words. Yet I had talent before your skin. This love kills me. If it continues, I will die alone, with me, near my radio, like an idiot child, listening to my own voice singing. I am sick, completely sick. Like when my mother went out at night and left me alone with my despair. I am sick, that's it, I am sick. You deprived me of all my songs. You emptied me of all my words. And my heart is completely sick. Serenade of barricades. As long as I am sick.