Smoked a cigarette tonight I'm embracing all my vices And I know it makes you brave Watch my feelings run away I don't care if you get anxious And I feel nothing emotionally I thank God we're where we're supposed to be Watch my breath evaporate Cause you take my breath away I don't care if we don't make it And I fell down a thousand times Then I got back up And I'm running a thousand miles Till I see heaven And I don't care if I don't make it While you have these expectations I've been running, I'm running, I'm running away All of these feelings are starting to fade You took my heart, now I'm watching it break I think I'm doing whatever it takes Dying tonight, it'll all be okay I'll come back to life, bring a walk on my grave And these feelings run away I don't care if I don't make it And I feel nothing emotionally I thank God we're where we're supposed to be Watch my breath evaporate Cause you take my breath away I don't care if we don't make it And I feel nothing emotionally I thank God we're where we're supposed to be Watch my breath evaporate Cause you take my breath away I don't care if we don't make it