Waiting for the morning to stop seeming so unsafe Staring at the dishes and the walls until they change Fall back into a bed where I've been hiding since you walked out of that door And it kills me, right? How long must I wait for you now? Cause it kills me just to stay alive I'm hoping you understand And just waiting makes me wanna die I'm hoping you understand I'm hoping you understand Too young to be lonely but I never felt my age Never had the beauty that you lose along the way Everything's embarrassing Looking at the bruises in the sky They just kill me Why can't I find heaven? Cause I'd kill myself to see it now I'm hoping you understand And just waiting makes me wanna die I'm hoping you understand I'm hoping you understand I'm hoping you understand Cause it kills me just to stay alive I'm hoping you understand And just waiting makes me wanna die Hoping you understand Thanks for watching!