Dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter Should be dead in the gutter Back when I was 15, I got into the wrong crowd Got myself in trouble just to make a silly man proud When I was 16, I almost died That's when my mum watched my life flash behind her eyes When I was 17, I relapsed like 10 times And the last one led me on a downward spiral 18, picking up the drink Felt kinda nice, cause I didn't have to think 19, lockdown hit Everything around me, it all went to shit Then I turned 20, when did I turn 20? How the fuck am I 20? Like where? I should be dead in the gutter by now Should be 6 feet under, don't know how I swerve The corner of my eye, I'm going to die I should be dead in the gutter by now Should be 6 feet under, don't know how I swerve The corner of my eye, I'm going to die Dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter I was 26, I came back to the land of the living Before that, I was sick, in the body, unforgiving 27, so confused, still alive, but in pain I will smoke, till I'm done, till I'm numb, in the club 28, let's get it straight, I put my paper to pen And apply the pressure to the pages, tell the story of rent A story of a fallen angel, amongst mortals and men Tryna carve out places out of space, but stumble again 29, the world has changed, still I am sick Still over-medicated, stress-related, cuts on my wrist Now I'm 30, when did I turn 30? How the fuck am I 30? I should be dead in the gutter by now Should be 6 feet under, don't know how I swerve The corner, dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter I should be dead in the gutter by now Should be 6 feet under, don't know how I swerve The corner, dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter I'm just such a hypocrite, don't know how I live with it Told my brother not to smoke, I'm the one who hasn't quit Really, I'm just winging it, hoping it don't go to shit Hoping I can find a place where I fit I should be dead in the gutter by now Should be 6 feet under, don't know how I swerve The corner, dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter I should be dead in the gutter by now Should be 6 feet under, don't know how I swerve The corner, dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter Dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter Should be dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter Should be 6 feet under, don't know how I swerve The corner