Feels like a close, it's coming to, *** am I, gonna do, it's too late to start, over, this is the only thing I, think I know Sometimes I feel like all I ever do is, find different ways to word the same old song Ever since I came along from the day the song called how my name is dropped Started thinking my name was fogged, cause anytime things went wrong, I was the one who they would blame it on The media, made me the equivalent of a modern day Genghis Khan Tried to argue it was only entertainment dog, gangster? Nah, courageous balls, had to change my style They said I'm way too soft, and I sound like Daisy and Nas, out came the claws And the fame's been out since then, but up until the instant that I went against it It was ingrained in me that I wouldn't amount to a *** stain I thought No wonder I had to unlearn everything my brain was taught Do I really belong in this game? I pondered, I just wanna play my part Should I make waves or not? So back and forth in my brain the tug of war wages on And I don't wanna seem ungrateful or disrespect the art form I was raised upon But sometimes you gotta take a loss and have people rub it in your face before you get made *** And keep plugging, it's your only outlet, and your only outfit So you know they're gonna talk about it, better find a way to counter it quick and make it pop I feel like I've already said this a kabillion eighty times How many times can I say the same thing, different ways that rhyme? What I really wanna say is, if there's anyone else that can relate to my story Bet you feel the same way I felt when I was in the same place you were when I was afraid to Afraid to make a single sound Afraid I would never find a way out Afraid I'd never be found I don't wanna go another round An angry man's power will shut you up Tripwires fill this house with tip-toe love Run out of excuses for every word So here I am and I will not run Get over fear The time is here Get over fear I shed my tears For all the times I let you push me around I let you keep me down Now I got Get over fear Get over fear Time will close It's coming to Fuckin' me What I'm gonna do Is to make the start Over This is the only thing I Think I know It was like I was there once Single parent Hate to appearance Did you struggle to find your place in this world? And the pain spawns all the anger on But it wasn't till I put the pain and song Learned who to aim it on That I made a spark Started to spit hard as *** Learned how to harness it while the reins were off And there was a lot of bizarre *** but the crazy part Was soon as I stopped sayin' I gave up All haters started to appreciate my art And it just breaks my heart To look at all the pain I caused But what am I gonna do when the rage is gone And the lights go out in the trailer park? And the window is closin' And there's nowhere else that I can go It flows and I'm frozen Cause there's no more emotion for me to pull from Just a bunch of playful songs that I make for fun So to the break of dawn Here I go recyclin' the same old song But I'd rather make not afraid to Than make another mother***in' we made you Now I don't wanna seem indulgent When I discuss my lows and my highs My demise and my uprise Pray to God I just open enough eyes later on And gave you the supplies and the tools To hopefully use them to make you strong Enough to lift yourself up When you feel like I felt Cause I can't explain to y'all How dang exhausted my necks felt Just havin' to balance my dang self When on eggshells I was made to walk But thank you, Mark, cause that gave me the Strength to cause shady mania So when they emptied that stadium At least I made it out of that house And found a place in this world When the day was done So this is for every kid who all's they ever did Was dreamt of one day just gettin' accepted I represent him or her, anyone similar You are the reason that I made this song And everything you're scared to say Don't be afraid to say no more From this day forward Just let them mayholes talk Take it with a grain of salt And eat their ***in' faces off The legend of the angry blonde Lives on through you when I'm gone And I think I was I was so afraid to make a single sound Afraid I would never find a way out Afraid I'd never be found I don't wanna go another round An angry man's power will shut you up Tripwires build this house with tip-toe love Run out of excuses for every word So here I am and I will not run Get over me The time is here Get over me I shed my tears For all the times I let you push me around I let you keep me down Get over me Get over me