The pressure is building, I'm burning all that's inside me I can't seem to deal with the problem, I need it completely Now I am losing control and my thinking is deadly I better get out of this place cause I'm losing my faith Now it's all *** up Now I'm all *** up Now it's all *** up Now I'm all *** up What the *** is happening? Right on my back and there's no holding back, I am sinking Dead on the run and if I find a gun I am leaving Now that I'm stuck in a hole I can't deal with the feelings Everything's turned into black and there's no going back Now it's all *** up Now I'm all *** up Now it's all *** up Now I'm all *** up There's no one left to trust No need to remind me Now it's all *** up Everything's *** up What the *** is happening? I've never felt so alone I feel I've wasted my whole life Now all my cover is blown And everything's all *** up Come on! Come on! Can I get a lift now? Come on! The things that I do to myself, I'm a victim of mind games I know it's too late and I keep going back to the same thing I push everything to the edge cause it's gotta be my way The lines that they drew in the sand have been suddenly crossed Now it's all *** up Now I'm all *** up Now it's all *** up Now I'm all *** up There's no one left to trust No need to remind me Now it's all *** up Everything's *** up What the *** is happening? I've never felt so alone I feel I've wasted my whole life Now all my cover is blown And everything's all *** up