i need to stop i've been doing too much i've been running too fast i've been testing my luck i've been living cloud nine i've been at it all night i've been feeling so loved i've been waking up lit i've been making up *** i've been spilling my guts i've been feeling so blessed but stressed all day so what i'm living out my dreams like every night i love my life but when i open up my blurry eyes it's not as nice i need to chill i've been getting my fill i've been spreading that *** i've been spinning my wheels i've been having my ties i've been loving bad guys i've been seeking some thrills i've been wanting one more then i'm wanting like four i've been having some guilt i've been feeling so blessed but stressed all day for real i'm living out my dreams like every night i love my life but when i open up my blurry eyes it's not as nice i *** my life i *** my life i *** my life babe i don't know what to say this is the way that i like it and i can't be bothered to attempt to change no way babe if you know what i mean low and high bad and good dark and bright i like it just right somewhere in between it's so sweet but *** my life *** my life *** my life *** my life *** my life *** my life *** my life