I just woke up right by my side I just woke up with my old self How we end up like friends of mine Gotta move on from fakes and lies I'll be going back down Feels just like that last time It won't be like last time I'll be going back down I thought it wouldn't get me I thought it wouldn't let me down I gave him all of my trust I gave away all my self-belief I kinda forgot myself But I didn't know it right then How could I forget that That I'm really proud of myself 20 more years, pouring more fears Breaking apart, this is what I do I would not think this is my thing Even if I never will get there I'm not just playing games My heart is bursting flames If you don't like how I see things Don't waste your breath on me I just woke up right by my side I just woke up with my old self How we end up like friends of mine Gotta move on from fakes and lies I'll be going back down Feels just like that last time It won't be like last time I'll be going back down Yeah, that really got me Yeah, that really broke me down I was sitting right bottom I was hoping that those bottles would help And those who got my back And carried me the whole way back home I will not forget that I won't forget what you've done 20 more years, strong in more fears Getting back up, this is what I do I would not think this is the end Even if I somehow will get there I'm not just here for fame My heart is all but tame If it don't fit my hard-earned ways Won't waste my breath on you I just woke up right by my side I just woke up with my old self How we end up like friends of mine Gotta move on from fakes and lies I'll be going back down Feels just like that last time It won't be like last time I'll be going back down I just woke up right by my side I just woke up with my old self How we end up like friends of mine Gotta move on from fakes and lies I'll be going back down Feels just like that last time It won't be like last time I'll be going back down