Between the devil and the deep blue sea
Between a rock and a carbonized tree
And everyone quite easily says bye
I banished all when I went away
I never said what I wanted to say
And every time I brought it up I failed
I hate myself when it gets to this
I'm just a coward when it comes to it
And every time I try to reach I fail
If everything was different now
How different would I be?
If I could change one thing about
Would that battle still be calling?
I banished all when I went away
I couldn't face that in there all day
Trying to think of clever things to say I failed
If everything was different now
How different would I be?
If I could change one thing about
Would that battle still be calling?
What kind of person have I really been?
I never took it I just followed a dream
And all the things I just don't get
And all the words I never meant
And all the things that make no fucking sense
I failed
Oh, I failed
Mmm, I failed
Mmm, I failed
Oh, I failed